Chapter 115.2

Feast for the Resurrected (2) (復活者の宴②, Fukkatsusha no Utage) is the second part of the 115th chapter of the To Your Eternity manga.

Summary
At the feast, someone asks Fushi when he plans on giving Bonchien his body back. Fushi replies that he'll bring Bonchien back when he's brings back every vessel he's lost, as instructed by Bonchien. Bonchien's ghost stands next to Fushi drooling at the feast and concurs with him.

Gugu figures Fushi can't remember Booze Man, Pioran, or Rean yet and Kai confirms it and tells him Kahaku still holds several of Fushi's forms. Tonari asks Fushi what he's going to do about Kahaku and Fushi tells her he hasn't decided yet, but at some point he'll have to find him.

Gugu complains they all gotta leave within ten days so all their work was for naught. Tonari tells him it's fine since they could use those days to sightsee around Renril. Hairo chimes in and says they're finally past the war so they're free now.

Fushi jumps in and asks everyone what they want to do. Messar is confused by the question and Fushi clarifies by asking what their dreams are. Tonari jokingly asks for her youth back, saying she'd enjoy life back on sturdier legs. Gugu exclaims that he wants a weight-training room along with a giant kitchen. Hairo agrees with wanting a kitchen so he can learn to bake bread like he's always wanted to do. And if he could, he'd love to open a bakery someday. Kai says he would love to have his own shop too and spread the rest of his life making swords. Messar yells out that loose women are his dream. Bonchien smirks and says they're all so self-interested; he would wish for world peace. Fushi agrees and says their dreams will never come true without world peace first. March asks if they could have world peace, would it mean she can grow up and become a mommy. Fushi tells her of course.

March then asks if his dream will come true and what it is. Fushi replies that his dream is to make everyone's dreams come true. Gugu laughs at it and tells him not to be embarrassed about saying his dream but Fushi responds that it's true. He then explains that his next step is to bring peace beyond Renril. To do so, he'll stay here and keep fighting. Everyone looks at him blankly as he tells them he wants to lead everyone to a peaceful world.

Gugu jumps up and says he'll fight alongside him then. Fushi tells him no and that he wants Gugu's to have his freedom. Fushi tells everyone that he has to spread his root throughout the lands and he's not sure how long it'll take. Gugu replies that he doesn't care how long it'll take and Fushi says he knows. But his consciousness will keep spreading out and perhaps at some point, he won't be able to carry a conversation anymore. Gugu asks what he means and if he's saying they'll have to say goodbye to him again. Tonari asks him who will protect him if he passes out and Fushi says he won't, not again. Hairo says he'll assist Fushi in that case and if he dies, he tells Fushi not to bother resurrecting him and to just use his body.

Gugu asks Fushi what will happen to them while Fushi spends his years spreading out. Fushi tells them, if they're okay with it, that he would like to revive them again in a world without Nokkers after their current lives have ended. Messar asks if Fushi's going to leave Iddy behind and Fushi tells him she's already dead. Tonari jumps up and says she just saw Iddy that morning and Fushi tells her she passed while they were preparing the feast. Kai asks why he didn't tell them sooner and Fushi apologizes saying he didn't know how to tell them when everyone was celebrating.

Fushi tells them when he saw everyone smiling, he realized that they all lived their lives for the sake of others. So from now on, he wants them to live for themselves. He wants to make a world where they can all live for themselves if they come back and that will be his way of apologizing to them for getting them mixed up in his immortality.

Bonchien tells Fushi that's Iddy's here and he looks up to see her spirit. Fushi apologizes to her and asks her if she'll wait until he's able to make a good world for them. Iddy walks up to Fushi, grabs some food, and sits down beside him.

March protests Fushi's idea saying they've finally been reunited and now are gonna split up again. She says she won't leave him. Fushi tries to apologize but March jumps on him, knocking him over, saying she won't allow it and that she'll stay with him. Tonari pulls March off of him as she cries that growing up without Fushi won't make her happy and that she'd rather die. Everyone is speechless as March cries on top of Fushi.

Just then, the world freezes, except for Bonchien and Iddy, and the Beholder appears. Fushi gets up and asks if the Beholder did it and thanks him. Fushi walks inside Booze Man's shop and bids Bonchien and Iddy farewell. Bonchien says he's looking forward to it. Fushi closes the door behind him and sits down in his chair.

Eight days later, the citizens of Renril bid the Immortal Army farewell. They're about to leave when Kai realizes Tonari and the others are missing. Hairo says he'll go look for them and runs to Booze Man's shop. He finds Tonari, Ligard, Gugu, Fushi's horse, and Oniguma standing outside. He goes up to them and sees them looking at March who's been kneeling by Fushi's side this whole time. Tonari tells Hairo that even if they shake Fushi, he doesn't wake up. Hairo looks down and sees Tonari holding a bottle of poison. She cries and tells him she understands how March feels and the pain of moving forward while leaving things behind. Hairo offers to do the deed and Gugu comments that Fushi's not gonna like it.