Chapter 50

Wandering Bloodlust (さまよう殺意, Samayō Satsui) is the 50th chapter of the To Your Eternity manga.

Summary
Hayase kills a bunch of zombie Nokkers and rescues a family from them. She looks down to the body pile and sees more zombies emerging. She wonders what to do noting that more zombies are emerging than she can handle. A Nokker vine from a zombie suddenly stabs Hayase in the arm and tries to enter her. She talks to the Nokker and asks it what it desires and if it wishes to control Fushi just like her. She tells the Nokker that if that's true then it'll have to be more clever. It can't control Fushi with its terrible appearance, it must be kind to Fushi like her. The Nokker stops wiggling as if it understood her and jumps out of her arm and runs away. Hayase spots Tonari amidst the chaos and says to herself that she needs to be more clever. She wonders if she should go for Tonari's face or stomach just like how she killed Parona. She decides the neck is fastest and begins to throw a dagger in Tonari's direction but she is then stomped down by Fushi in Oniguma's form. Pinned down, she asks if Fushi is going to kill her. She taunts him by saying that even given the current situation, he still won't kill her. She asks if he's scared of killing people then tells him if he doesn't kill her soon, his friends will die.

Down in the chaos, Tonari trips and zombies are soon approaching her. Sandel reaches for an arrow to save Tonari but he realizes he's out. The hoard of zombies burn up in flames as Fushi, as Gugu, arrives to save her. He tells them to get behind him and he blows flames at the hoard of zombies and the corpse pile.

All the zombies burn away but the Beholder appears and tells Fushi there's only three left. He points at them and it's revealed to be Uroy, Mia, and Oopa, all in zombie form. Tonari and Sandel look in horror and Fushi breaks down apologizing that he couldn't save them. Tonari says it's her fault and explains that ever since she was eight, she continuously screwed up and only sought her own benefit never thinking things through. Sandel pipes up and tells them that it's no ones fault because nobody wanted this to happen. Fushi tells them to get behind him again and asks Tonari what he should do. He's interrupted by Hayase and he turns around to find Sandel knocked out and Tonari dangling over the corpse pile fire by Hayase.

Chapter Notes

 * Hayase clarifies her desire is to control Fushi.
 * It appears that Nokkers can understand human language.
 * A Nokker appears to take Hayase's words, that it needs to be more clever if it wants to control Fushi, to heart.